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Come into My domain if you dare, come before Me. I am a Goddess unlike any other you have ever met. Decadent, Illustrious, Voluptuous, Irresistible, Noble, Exquisite - DIVINE

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Oct. 13th, 2010 @ 02:57 am New Website and New Yahoo Group...changed My name too!
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Greetings losers and admirers:

Changed a few things around. Moved to Florida, spending time in Miami, Ft. Lauderdale and West Palm Beach now...as well as hanging around various spots in the Caribbean. So decided to change My name to something a little more professional; Goddess Anja Aurora. I also opened up My new website at; http://servegoddess.com and have a yahoo group at: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/goddessanja/ . Get over there now and check it out. Not sure how much I will still be blogging here, only occasionally most likely.
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Dec. 27th, 2008 @ 02:16 pm Goddess Thoughts.... "Enjoying My time"....
Current Location: At Home....
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
 

I really have to admit, though I have only done the Goddess worship and Financial Domination online for a little over three weeks I am enjoying My time with it immensely. When I started dancing several years back I knew that it would be hard for Me to find something I would enjoy more than dancing. No matter what I tried for years afterward, it just never felt better and cooler than dancing. Until now. I enjoy being the Goddess that I am more than dancing. There is just something about it. It is a passion of Mine. It feels just so natural and right. I know - this sounds almost like blasphemy, as far as religious circles goes. Being worshiped as a Goddess and treated accordingly is so taboo and so not accepted in normal society. Especially for a Woman. To have men swoon over Me, to fawn over Me -- to worship and adore Me. To buy Me gifts and make offerings to Me. Simply because I am; just because I exist. For My beauty. For a quick glimpse into My heart. The simple acknowledgement and nod of My perfect head. Wow. The words cannot describe it. The more I feel it, the more I experience it -- the more I crave it. I can understand why a shopping slut needs to shop and be used. I can see why a man craves to worship a Woman. I can understand because I have finally let Myself open to explore My Goddess side more. I can understand because I feel the opposite end of that desire. That need.

Let Me tell you all something. I did not grow up rich. Nor did I grow up pampered. Not in that luxurious sort of way anyhow. Most of My life (with the exception of that year My mom had won that lottery prize) I spent in poverty or in middle class. I didn't know what it felt like to ride in a limosine. Pedicures and Manicures are still something special to Me. Like a kid in a candy store I am exploring this new life. And I love it. It is ME. More so than anything else. When I get present from a shopping slave and open them it is like My birthday or Christmas on an odinary day. It makes a normal day an extra - odinary one. Makes it special so it makes Me feel like I am special and valued. This is nice. This makes not just My face smile, but even My heart and soul.I am probably the only Financial Goddess who still gets butterflies in My stomach when I go to check My mail....and find a box for Me there.

To understand of how I was back then and why it was so hard for Me to explore this and get to here one has to know Me. For that you have to see under what circumstances Women are raised -- the perspective that is drilled into Our heads from society. I am talking about this whole BS of being a submissive and silent housefrau. This is hard to undue. It is hard to break out of. 

The credit of helping Me explore this goes fully to My devotee da'Havor. Because I knew him well I allowed him to be the first one to worship and adore Me. To know Me as a Goddess. I fully opened up to him. No matter how odd or how wrong society said it to be I let him treat Me special and luxuriously from the beginning. he was the one who made sure I got to ride in a limosine. To go on luxury vacations. To get into a spa and be pampered. To get huge sums of money and to be showered with gifts. I cannot give him enough credit; for his love and his devotion. For the fact that he stepped aside and let Me explore freely. he bows before Me daily and gives Me devotions. he assures that I never have a want that is not addressed by him -- no matter what it is. It is his love that set Me free of that which society tried to tell Me about a Woman's place in the world. To be the Goddess I was meant to be!

I am here now and I am here to stay!

Divine HayaH ---
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Dec. 23rd, 2008 @ 02:22 am X - mas over mother's House... and Gifts... :)
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First of all, I will be spending X - mas over My mother's house. This means I will be out of touch for a few days. If you got mail coming My way (and/or gifts and tributes) I will get them when I return. In Germany spending the Holiday with family is important, so I will be following those traditions this year as well.

Now, gifts... nice things. My Egyptian Cotton Sheets came in today. They are just niiiiice and so super soft! That is some true luxury! These really cool sheets are curtesy of My devoted gift puppet.

Look at My sheets here; the color is a little darker than on the picture but I like the color they are even more than the color on the picture :).

http://www.amazon.com/1200-THREAD-COUNT-SHEET-1200TC-EGYPTIAN-COTTON/dp/B001GKY2JI/ref=wl_it_dp?ie=UTF8&coliid=IB2E52Y8M9S2Q&colid=2RW0HIK0PIG8P

There are other nice things on their way to Me, however, I never reveal until they get here.

Divine HayaH ---
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Dec. 17th, 2008 @ 06:52 pm Being a Goddess....
While I have done Financial Domination before on a real - time level I have until only a short while ago not done any of it online. This changed just a few weeks ago. I started off slow. Not really doing any advertising. No banners. Heck, for the first week and a half My site was not even live yet and I had no active wish list. But I was there and ready.

Then something happened. First one came to Me. One who I had known a while set himself up for regular tributes. This was a nice surprise. It was exiting and fulfilling. Two others came to Me to ask to serve Me and spoil Me. They did not follow through on anything yet, so I do not know if they were serious or not. Then, last week, My gift puppet came into My life. The site had just gone live and I just had the bare basics on My wish list. he ordered Me a book I demanded. Since then I have both been giving him shopping assignments and today we had our first official shopping spree.  To say it pleased Me would be an understatement. I felt right at home. My Goddess side came out strongly and I felt at easy and happy. That was very pleasing.

I noticed when looking around at others doing this. They are spoiled women. Princesses. Queens. Even an occasional goddess. None of them though really embrace the Goddess fetish as well as they could though. They get pampered. They get paid. But it is one thing to be treated like a Woman should be treated but another thing to be a Goddess. Big difference. I have to still find the right words to articulate that better, but let Me tell you. There is a big difference.

Because of all of this I have been convinced that I will make it My personal challenge to see just how well I can improve upon the Goddess and worship fetishes and I have a feeling I will do really well at that.

Divine HayaH ---
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Dec. 14th, 2008 @ 12:17 pm My mother's eye surgary, gifts and tributes.....
Current Location: All over the place
Current Mood: busybusy
I have been absent for a few days and this was rather unexpectedly. My mother got approved for glaucoma surgery and was scheduled right away for the newest procedure. The full cost was covered but she had to get it done right away. So I have been spending the last few days helping her recover, keeping her company. She is over My house relaxing and taking it easy. In January she is getting the second eye done. This is making for a very busy holiday season. Today I also run off to a fancy holiday party given by My boss. He's rented out a fancy hotel for this as he does every year; this time it is the Crown Plaza. So I will get to dress up as a Goddess should and get to have a bit of fun in the city with hundreds of other Exotic dancers. Just salivate over this and contact Me to serve Me!

I have gotten a few nice things over the last week or so, and have found Myself being very happy. In the real life a guy brought Me a few Victoria Secret panties. he loves buying Me bras and panties. They are very nice. What is funny the guy who made the offering to Me is not a submissive male - he is as vanilla as they get.  Poor thing got completely smitten by Me. My boy from Europe made Me another tribute in the beginning of December, which I used to get My hair done and to go out to eat a nice Mexican place here in town. I got pictures done which will be available soon! If you want one, and to learn how to have access to the rest of them, e-mail Me at divinehayah @ hotmail.com (take the spaces out). I could use a few hair worshipers and a few more devotees fawning over My perfect beauty. Ohh, in regards to gifts, it looks like I also have a new gift slut. he has purchased My first demanded item, a book, from My wish list and is currently in contact with Me to arrange a more perminant position. I love getting gifts! Last but not least, another guy from the club has finally found the gems that I wanted. I talked to him last night, he said something about three beautiful amathysts that he especially selected from his stash to give to Me. he deals with gems, and again, this is not a submissive man but a normal guy who came too close to a real Goddess. There is more news, but of course I have to run. I must remember to make some pictures of the panties and once I get the gems to make a few pictures of them as well. I love how things are coming together for Me; especially considering I have not really publicized My site yet at all!! No banner exchanges. No databases. No announcing it in any groups or bullitin boards yet. Not bad at ALL!
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Nov. 25th, 2008 @ 07:01 pm Visiting My Mother
Current Location: Over Mother's House
Current Mood: happyhappy
I spent Saturday night and Sunday over My Mother's House. It is good thing that I went over there on Saturday and Sunday because I met someone there that will be making things much easier with My Mother's Cat Sanctuary in the future if everything goes right.

The Lady came there to adopt a cat. Well during the adoption process we all talked and found out that the Lady worked with the school system and was an avid cat lover. She offered to help not only with getting funding for My Mother's Sanctuary but also with the website for the project. There was even talk of incorporating the informal sanctuary and turning it into an actual shelter for Cats. Me and the Lady brainstormed on the site on the spot and exchanged e-mail addresses. It was funny, when she came I knew that she was going to get a certain kind of cat and even pointed out to My Mother which one(s) were going to go with her before everything was said and done.  It was funny when My intuitions are that keen and able to sense stuff that most people would not -- because the Lady left and then came back 2 hours later with her mother - in - law who lived right next door to her. The mother - in - law wanted a cat too and she took one of the ones I said would be taken and really liked the second one I said too. I have a feeling she will come back for that other cat :). I love being right with My intuitions.

Due to this development I will have to take a few hours in the next few days and write some long e-mails to the Lady to plan out the site and a fundraiser or two. This will keep Me busy but it's for a good cause. My Mother loves rescuing cats and any chance I got to make that be her life work is a chance I am going to take.

There was other cool stuff that happened during the visit as well of course. Watching of TV. Mother/daughter bonding. And of course eating really good home cooking. My Mother makes the most amazing potato salad ever. And she had made a cake too for My Visit to sweeten the day even more.

Divine HayaH ---
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Nov. 25th, 2008 @ 06:53 pm My first official online Financial Domination Experience....
Current Location: Georgia
Current Mood: happyhappy
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I am quite exited as I have had My first online Financial Domination Experience and that before My site was even up. The method was Western Union. The boy was one I have known through the BDSM community for several years now. he volunteered to tribute Me weekly via Western Union and I was happy to accept. I am very happy now and I am thinking of how I can spend his tribute :).

Divine HayaH ---
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Nov. 9th, 2008 @ 12:56 pm Six Flags, Shoe shopping expedition, Movies..ohh yeah!
Current Location: Georgia
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
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November 2nd, 2008 -- another glimpse into My life...

This was a Sunday. I had spent way too much time recently traveling to My mothers and being at the club that I decided it was time to head to Six Flags for the last time of the season. While I had fun at the park I did not feel like staying too long. It was too cold for Me for the water - rides I was interested in and the sky gondolas were not up and running. Furthermore the park was packed. With Me having a season pass for 2009 with free parking for BOTH parks I did not need to stay there when it was packed. So Me and da'Havor headed back again. I decided that we should do something else for the rest of the day, so I walked around with him in one of the major shopping areas in My town. We got an ice cream shake which we shared. Delicious. Then I saw a Shoe store and went inside to look around. Very nice. While I may have money I do not feel often like buying things at full price if I can have nicer things on Sale. So I proceeded to buy about $350 worth of Shoes for Myself for about 60$ and even got a nice pair of shoes that were worth twice as much for da'Havor for 25$. Not bad for an hour of shopping. There I also found a nice ensamble set for My new passport, notepad, wallet, checkbook cover and a few other things that I will be getting in the future. After the shopping spree I and da'Havor went to see a movie. All in all a wonderful day.

HayaH ---
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Nov. 9th, 2008 @ 12:32 pm A day not so long ago... Pampering!
Current Location: Georgia
Current Mood: relaxedrelaxed
It has been a while since I have updated My Livejournal because I have been busy and otherwise entertained and occupied lately. Here is a glimpse into My spoiled and pampered life. A Friday not so long ago, Halloween. First off, because I work at a great club we had a great Halloween bash there and I got to spend the daytime with about 50 of the hottest women of Atlanta, all dressed up in some of the best costumes I have ever seen - Naughty style. It was not mandatory to dress up, but as Exotic Dancers, we love every opportunity to do so -- especially when there is a costume contest involved. Which we had -- for cash prizes. Well here are some of the wonderful and creative costumes I got to see. There were a few naughty pirates, a catwoman, a female pimp, a naughty and very well done police officer, a hot teacher, some school girls, a hooter girl and one girl even had her body only wrapped in the most minimal of caution tape. She looked HOT! Then there were some kitty cats, a naughty girl scout, a very revealing french maid, and just too many to mention. Our housemom sported the "celtic babarian" look that she created from scratch -- complete with face paint and one of the better costumes I have seen. The Dj was a nerd and the floorman was the most realistic looking pimp I had ever seen in My life. Wow -- that is all I could say -- and that was only a sampling of the dayshift. I of course was dressed up as a naughty german exchange student. In this way we had fun all day long. While I didn't win any of the cash prizes -- trust Me, they had Me well outdone in all of that -- I did get wisked away to VIP and did have a great time that day.

Now, for the best part, once I got home. See that is where My life really shows itself in its full glory. da'Havor really went and made My day. After work we tried to surprise each other with going out to Olive Garden - it was something I had planned and something he had planned as well. So we went and had a great time there eating really well. Then we returned to the house. There he had set up the livingroom most spectacularely. Fire going in the fire place. Candles all around the room. Gemstones on the fireplace to make it sparkle even more. Silk sheets with rosepedals and comfy pillows. Soft Music playing. Massage oils.

He had Me lay there and relax while he gave Me an intense one hour full body massage. I meditated and relaxed while he rubbed every part of My body. Even the most professional and fancy massages I have ever gotten in the most expensive spas could not compare to that one he gave Me. There is a number of times when I was close to falling to sleep, so relaxed was I. 

Of course because da'Havor is My lover and future to be husband he also pleased Me sensually after the massage. This massage had a very happy ending. *purrs*.

Then, if that had not been enough, he had also prepared the bathroom as well, with a luxurious bath. Again, candles all around, insense burning and rose pedals all over too. The bath was hot and well drawn. There was chocolate too! Since I prefer him in the bath with Me we shared the bath together while we relaxed and talked. 

This evening of Halloween was one of My best days in a while, and it shows just how well a Goddess can be pampered just using what is around at home.

HayaH ---
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Sep. 28th, 2008 @ 11:35 am Doing Much better, an update....
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I am finally doing much better in regards to being sick, but it did take a while due to the way I was feeling. The week I was sick I could not get much accomplished at all, much to My dismay. I did however get to go visit My mother and spend some time with her.

My da'Havor has been working really hard on My temple throughout the week; he states it is almost completed enough to be able to be used. Just in time for My birthday too! The artist has been on vacation though for the last week, so the painting will have to wait a little while longer. That is all right though, as I anticipate the painting of the walls to take at least a month or two anyhow since I am picky in regards to what I want on those walls and the artist will need plenty of hours of work - time to complete it all. I have been told he is really good at what he does and he volunteered to do it for My honor.  I already know what I want one of the scenes shown on the walls to be, but I am not telling yet. Pictures will of course be shown on My fan and worship list as well as later on My website.

Today I will be heading to a local munch with da'Havor, to interact more with some of the locals here. The group is run and administered by a Woman and the people going there are very cool and interesting.

My birthday will be on Wednesday. Time flies when you are having fun.

More updating will come soon.

HayaH ---
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